Lets go to the beach I feel like drowning

School is a necessity car is a necessity healthy diet is a necessity insurance is a necessity none of these things are affordable and government assistance is a joke. Once I was eligible for reduced lunch. In high school. For a semester. I want to revolutionize this god damned nation with every fibre of my being. Perhaps it's the house of cards marathon talking, or the fact I am not eligible for financial aid any longer because my single mother "makes to much" annually and although her gross income hasn't changed, my previous fafsa reimbursement is coincidentally "not on file" and there is no record that I have ever received aid in the past and I "don't know what I'm talking about" therefor my previous semesters just payed for themselves??????? i certainly did not. Im currently living on my own and my mothers financial business really shouldn't taint my eligibility since I am independent. However I cannot technically label myself as so until I am 24. No matter the circumstances. Money is the bane of my existence. It's the only subject I fight about. Lie about. Cry about. I hate it. Everything is based on revenue. Reality is a filthy labyrinth and and king jereth only appears to give you setbacks and poison peaches. If only real life bullshit embodied David Bowie. At least it would be more magical to swallow.